Undesired

I wonder if I'll ever fit



Into the mold they've prepared for me


Instead of the girl who dances through life


My steps so often falter


Instead of the beauty who's like all the others


I'm comfortable roughed up and un-made up


Instead of charm


I give them sarcasm


Instead of grace


I possess strength


Instead of love


I'm filled with pain


And that mold-


That 'good girl' mold-


Remains cold and unfilled


It's for a better girl than I


One who doesn't have to always lie


One who smiles and means it


And doesn't long for the wrong things


One who'll accomplish good in this world


She's the one


They all believe I can be