Fading In and Out

One minute I am smiling
The next I want to cry
As I realize you are here with me
And he's a fond goodbye
One moment you fill me up
With happiness and dreams
The next I see his face
And I cannot even breathe
One second I can see it all
A life of ease with you
The next I dream that somehow
All my dreams come true
And I wonder how fair it is to either of us
Do we need to put up such a fuss?
Could this ever all turn out
Will I ever lose all my doubt?
You're as perfect as they come
And I leave you feeling numb
Wishing he'd walk in magically
And you'd walk out peacefully
 

He's always there
When you're not enough